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Good news first, my lawyer has drafted my paperwork, and is sending me a copy to preview before they send it to Lance. This could've been done sooner, but there is a serious lack of communication. But anywho, I just owe them like $50 and we're good to go. PLus, Marleena's mediciad needs to get done....yadi yadi yadi, things are looking good on that homefront. But, on the other romantic front, Robert and I are doing well. He's changed a lot. I just can't get over how he's the one who is apologizing for being the ass. lol. :D It's a bit confusing, because just like last time, I don't have any idea what ground we're on, are we acting like we're together as far as the whole fidelity thig, or are we free on that front? He says he's not talkig to anyone else, and that he's not really looking elsewhere, and that basically his time and effort is solely on the matter of us. O BTW I got contacts, and I look smoking. lol. :D It's hot! Marleena broke my glasses. I woke up to the sound of **SNAP** and there were my glasses broke in half on the side, lying on my floor. Marleena sat there with a big *UH OH* look on her face, and then she came up to me, and kissed me, and gave me a huge hug. I felt so bad about having the urge to beat her. Ha ha, joke, I would never hit her when I'm super angry, because then I can't control myself, so I just walked away, called my optomitrist, and made the appointment. It cost me my brake money, and now I can't drive the taurus because it's bwoken. So now I have my mom's car, which is still nice. Lance called me yesterday, being a total ass, because he now knows about Robert, and he said when I started to talk ot someone else, he would let me go. So he's agreed to my terms, but he still has to sign my papers. My mom and dad are going to take Marleena to see them next week, when they attend my sister's graduation from UTSA. But I told my mom my papers need to be signed before they see her, and delivered to my lawyer. Otherwise I'm afraid he will trip and kidnap her. I go balistic on his ass if he attempts to take my daughter away from me. He's not going to be an ass, and try to take her. It's a concern in the back of my mind. But I don't think that his family would allow for him to keep her from me. I would fly down to San Antonio, and get her myself. There would be a whole other story on that should he attempt it. I can't help but be a little nervous. But anywho, I'm generally happy today, and everyday. It's getting a lot easier. I'm such a procrastinator. I hate that. But tomorrow, I will deal with everything I've put off. Like my paperwork, basically saying I graduated from Brack, I have to send off for. I have to start registering for NCCU come January, for the fall semester for night classes, or otherwise. I'm not too sure, because I don't want to put Nina in daycare yet, but I don't know if I can actually attend night classes for my paralegal studies. I want to be a lawyer, and I will be a lawyer. I mean, what else do I honestly have to look forward to? I mean, not a man. Even if I don't have a man, I have my family, and my daughter. I mean, family will always be there, no man could ever say that and know it'll be true. My baby and family are here for me. I will graduate as a lawyer, and I will have a house by the time my baby is 10. At ten, I want the house, the fabulous car, and everything else that goes with that lifestyle. I honestly don't need a man, although I want one. I want Robert, but if he were to leave, then....Bye. It's nice to feel all fluttery, but it's not taking over my life like it did last time. I feel empowered. I feel fucking fabulous.